How to lose yourself
Question everything:
the textbooks, their words, but
listen to them anyway
because you don't
know better
Make sure that everything
has a reason.
2 + 2 = 4 because the textbook said so.
Potassium hydroxide is soluble
because that's what the teacher said,
so if you can't list reasons to why
you love him,
you probably don't
Pick at scabs that itch and
rip them off and cause yourself
to bleed once again
because you can't stop searching
for a light.
Because you won't close
your eyes
Don't close them
If you vomit your handful of pills
stick them back down your throat
even if your body rejects
because the doctors said
thos
I think I found heaven...I think I found something by Tigerlilly-Magpie, journal
I think I found heaven...I think I found something
So... I am tired of trying being primed and propper...Putting on make up, making my hair beautiful, making my self look attractive...nope, done.
I want to: run wild, learn all that I can, be sassy, eat good food, not brush my hair, dance when I can, sing, kiss those who I love on the cheek, give lots of hugs, and infect other people with my joy.
I want my freedom from the social rules.